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Ps Roger Spackman (Te Atatu Baptist Church) has written some very inspiring Booklets on his Church Website that may be able to assist you by answering some of the bigger questions you have.http://www.teatatubaptist.com/
The Low Down team is a group of people helping New Zealand's young people with understanding and dealing with derpession. Feel free to txt or email them and if you want they will even call you back.
http://www.thelowdown.co.nz/#/home/